As Ryan Mason takes his West Bromwich Albion side to Hull City, he reflects on the incident that ended his playing career there in 2017.
West Bromwich Albion head coach Ryan Mason says he returns to Hull City on Saturday with "mixed emotions" as he reflects on the moment that ended his playing career nearly 10 years ago.
Mason suffered a fractured skull in a clash of heads with Chelsea's Gary Cahill during a Premier League match in January 2017 and, after major surgery, was forced to retired just over a year later at the age of only 25.
Now he is going back to the place where it happened in charge of a side for the first time and told BBC Radio WM it would be an emotional experience.
"There were some fond memories there even though it didn't end how I wanted it to, so I look back on it with mixed emotions," he said.
"The club were amazing. The doctor Mark Waller, he had a crucial part in saving my life. I still speak to him.
"The owners at the time were incredible. They gave me the time and opportunity to come back and play."
Despite a lot changing at Hull in the nine years since his injury, Mason said there would always be a bond with the club.
"It's been a long time - I retired at 25 - it's coming up to 10 years, they have a different owner, different manager and players," he added.
"I had an incident when I was representing that club so there will always be a connection with Hull.
"It's a painful period to look back on. I lost my career but my son was born in Hull on 20 December.
"It's made me a better person and made people around me better as well."
For the immediate future, Mason is now fully focused on putting any sentiment aside as he tries to engineer a first away win in the Championship since the start of October and prevent the current five-point gap to the play-off places getting any wider.
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